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Originally Posted by TammyJM  I understand exactly what you are saying and know what the nightmares feel like. Can I ask how far along you are? Babies can and do go through all sort of different growth spurts during pregnancy. Have you had a level II ultrasound (preformed by a perinatalogist)? These can tell you so much of what is going on.
When I say that I understand the nightmares,I TRULY DO! I have gone through 3 pregnancies in which I was considered extreme high-risk. My first baby passed away a few minutes after birth, my second I experienced all sorts of preterm labor and hospital stays, my third (and last), I came EXTREMELY close to a uterine rupture. It was the hardest thing to lose my beautiful baby, Abby, but I went on to get pregnant with my second only 6 months later (I was suppose to wait a year because my pregnancy complications from my 1st could have caused cancer and I was supposed to be tested for one year). My second, we were told that my pregnancy appeared to be a blighted ovum...went onto a perinatalogist and found her to be a healthy baby.  My third, I tested positive for Trisomy 18 (this is fatal)....I then went to perinatnogist for a levell II and found out that he was also healthy but I cotinued to think the worse until I gave birth to him and saw his perfect little self. What I am trying to say, doctors sometimes scare us because they have to cover all bases. I went through all sorts of stress and sleepless nights....nights that I sat in bed crying until I had no more tears,just swollen eyes. Please please feel comfortable emailing me. Honestly, I know the fear that you are talking about. I am going to say a prayer for your little bundle right now!
HUGS TO YOU AND YOUR PRECIOUS BABY!!
Tammy |
Everyone thank you for your kindness and all your support it means a lot to me!
Tammy thanks for sharing your experience with me, My cousin just lost her baby boy when she was 5 months pregnant and i am so amazed at how well she is doing and how strong she is.
I'm 32 weeks now and just have mixed feelings now.. like.. i like being pregnant one minute, then wishing i wasn't, then wishing the baby was here already.. i think im just a nutcase right now...
but thanks so much for this!