Awww girl, it will happen, don't worry. I know how it feels to want something SO badly. When I wanted my second Yorkie, hubby said NO NO NO NO....NO MORE DOGS! He was sooo against it, I figured I would NEVER get my little girl Yorkie

I gave up for a little while and got soooo sad and depressed. It was AWFUL. Then one night, I sat down and explained to him how important this was to me, and that ALL I wanted was to have 1 boy Yorkie, and 1 girl Yorkie - and that I would be TOTALLY and COMPLETELY satisfied after that - and I am

But for the longest time he kept saying NO, we have enough animals, and so on. He eventually ended up giving in only AFTER he saw her face (literally, that's what sold him - not HIS WIFE'S pathetic sad face, but Tatum's FACE lol) - geez

lol...anyway...
Point is, I know exactly how you feel. I felt like you for the longest time - like I would never ever get my little girl

And then when I found her, I had to somehow figure out a way to explain her price to him because she was priced at $2500. I knew he would nearly die of a heart attack....but we talked it through and that was that.
Just don't give up. There is a right time for everything and when it's right - you will find your perfect little girl and the money will somehow be there. I don't know HOW these things work out...but they always do
Big hugs girl!
