Vicki I am so happy you finally got the help you needed..This is so great.. not great that Bleu has to have surgery but great that he will be better after he heals.. I am so so happy for you.. You deserve a good cry for being such a brave and determended mom.. he will be fine and you will be holding him in your arms again really soon.. He is in the best hands right now.. So remember that.. I am going to start a candle ceremony for him so all can go and say a pray and light a candle...
http://www.gratefulness.org/candles/...?l=eng&gi=Bleu
we will keep you in our thoughts and prayers.. And Vicki I know this is not something you really want to think about now, but let me know if you need any hints on his care after surgery.. I can help you there..