It WILL happen! you'll see! I can imagine how frustrating the wait can be though.
I lost my 14 year old yorkie baby in may last year and i knew i had to have another, I wanted a tiny girl but knew it was going to be hard to find one, so i began my search a couple of weeks after losing Heidi. I found a great breeder not too far from me and emailed her, she told me she had a litter due in august, so i waited and kept checking her website now and again. some weeks later i noticed she was advertising a 'Tiny bitch puppy' my heart leaped but knew that she was probably already spoken for, so i emailed her expecting to be told that she had gone....to my amazement she was still available!
I had also just got a cash bonus from work which helped ALOT! and in september last year i brought home my tiny baby 4 months after losing my first! I will never forget seeing her for the first time, she was so tiny and very pretty and she licked my nose...it was love at first sight!
I thought i would be searching for my perfect baby for months...but i got an unexpected cash bonus AND the breeder i had chosen for my next yorkie had the baby of my dreams! It can happen for you too...don't be downhearted! xxx
P.S....And I will be one of the first on here to congratulate you when you find her!!!