I think you just need to keep saying it out loud. That's what I wanted and kept saying it and kept saying it was never going to happen and then one day my sister in law told me she had a secret for me and told me that she had collected half the money for my dog (she, my sister and my mom all chipped in) so we went that weekend and got her. She always tells Teddi "you know I own one of those legs of yours" LOL. I'm sure it will happen for you one day!!
