Awwww Vilette thank you so much for your response. I am so sorry about the loss of your husband. I can't begin to imagine what you have gone through. You are amazing to have been able to get yourself back on your feet and take the time to respond to my post.
I have to admit that is the main reason I am going back is because I had a real big scare two years ago when my husband was 47 he had a heart attack. When I got the call from the hospital I immediately felt sick. I felt like my body was going into shock I began to feel like I was going to vomit and or have the diarhhea. I couldn't leave because my kids were little and sleeping. Of course this happened in the middle of the night. When I finally was able to leave and drive 2 hours to the hospital where they had taken him I didn't know if I was going to find him alive or dead. All these horrible thoughts were running through my head all the way there. One of them of course was what was I going to do financially because I was not working. This is probably the biggest reason for me to go back to work. I figure by going back to school it will allow me to make better money.
Again I am sorry you have had to go through this. If you ever need support or someone to talk to PM me anytime. I felt your pain for a few short hours and I remember clearly how awful it was. Do you mind me asking how old your husband was and was he sick? You are now going to be my hero because you have obviously been able to pull yourself together and are handling things amazingly well, you should be so proud of yourself. God bless you and yours. |