Mickie,
I can not even begin to understand what you must be going through but as a wife myself of my high school sweetheart it is so great to hear you are both still in love. I will be praying for you and your family. It sounds like you are such a strong and wonderful wife and I am asking GOD to watch over you all.
Please know we are here to help you through this if you need us....even just to talk or vent. HUGS!!
BTW...I want to tell your husband thank you for all he does for our country and us who have the luxury of living at home. With out him we would not have the freedom we have...THANK YOU!!