I rarely post but, I had an emergency with Muffin today. And, thought I do it here with people that would understand how I am feeling. I took Muffin her in for her annual routine exam and our Veterinarian found a huge abdominal hernia. Apparently, our old Veterinarian never repaired an umbilical hernia when she was spayed over a year ago. Now, internal scarring at the spay sight is causing her internal organs to protrude profusely. All along I have been thinking that she was just pudgy as a result of her being spayed and walking funny because of LP 2/3 knees. And, poor Muffin has been suffering.

Although she is scheduled for surgery at 8AM on Monday to make her feel all better, I am just sick. I feel like her suffering this long is all my fault.

My husband, the sweet heart that he is, says that I should seek legal actions against the old Veterinarian. But, I just want Muffin to feel better. I even went out and bought her a new extra fluffy new bed and bullysticks for her post recovery. Boy, do I feel bad today... Thanks for listening.