I am sitting her and it's 6:25 in the morning...I haven't gotten to bed yet. I have been up 24 hours by this point. My stomach is a mess. Zoey is on her way to us.
This is such a bitter sweet time for me and the family. We a totally looking forward to holding and loving Zoey. I wanted her from the minute she was born...just not under these circumstances. It plays over and over in my mind ...wondering what if anything I could have done differently to save my baby. I really wish that I could turn back time and have Lulu back. As much as I wanted Zoey I want my Lulu more. I know she is an angel now running and playing at the rainbow bridge.
Everyone please hug and kiss your little ones for me.
