Your not crazy at all, You sound like me..

I am terrible unless I am right here..
I do not go to far or long.. and when I am not here and with hubby, I worry the what if's.
I think that is what happens when we love them so much and they are our lives,

and like me if there was a death too early for what ever reason. It never leaves your mind.

You become more protective.
Also being on YT and seeing how easy it is for an accident to happen. We seem to keep this in our minds. Maybe we are too serious about our baby's..
So if your crazy, I am too.. LOL
pooh's mum