All I can say is how very sorry I am that you are feeling so badly...because in reality you did a very mature thing. Your heart is aching for your baby, but think of the good you have done, you rescued him AND found him a fabulous new forever home...take pride in what you've done, this lonely man has the time and means to make for a very happy bond between them. May you feel less sad...and more blessed for making the right decision and following through. Hold your head up high and bask in the glory of life...chin up...this is a good thing, be proud of yourself...Woda would want you to be happy.
__________________ As Ever, Kathy 
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