I understand how you feel.  I just came back after not posting for ??? about a year and a half.  Not because somthing was directed at me, I just got tired of witnessing part of it.  Then Shelby almost died in December, and I thought of YT.  I needed to share it somewhere and see if anyone could help.  She had a terrible reaction to a bee sting and I knew about the symptoms of shock because of this forum.  I figured with my need to share, and my hopes to inform others, I had to come back and post.
 
I am trying 

 to limit my time here so I don't get addicted again.  I also try to answer posts that don't have a lot of responses.  I know I too feel bad when I feel ignored.   
Welcome Back.