I am so sorry for your loss. It was not your fault, you love him dearly and you did your very best to care for him. He loves you too and he will always love you.
I can't imagine how you feel, time will heal your pain.
I am sorry if this is out of line, but I am going to post it just in case you might be interested...I just came across a thread where a family has 2 boyz that they need to 'rehome' - they sound like wonderful boyz, maybe they both could help you heal, they need a loving home and you are such a wonderful Mom, maybe they would be just what you need right now.
http://www.yorkietalk.com/forums/sho...d.php?t=109214
Anyway, I am sorry if I upset you even more by posting about the 2 boyz, it's not at all what I wanted to do. But I also didn't want to pass them by, just in case it was a perfect match to help your pain of your loss of Bentley.
**** HUGS ****