I can certainly understand how you felt. I just want to wake up and know that this is just a bad dream, not reality. I could'nt sleep last night because my baby slept with us. I can't eat, I tried but I just can't swallow. All I do is cry and my heart is just aching so very much. Then I kept asking myself, what could I have done differently that maybe could have saved her. A million things run through your mind. I just want to hold her so badly.... |