[Tinker'sMommy]

Originally Posted by laurenr

Aw Hon, what you are feeling is totally understandable. That image is still to fresh in your mind, so of course it puts that same feeling of apprehension in your head at the thought of going through that again. Give it time. Only you will know when you are ready to bring a new baby home. Please remember though, that as awful is it was, this was a one time experience that will not happen again. Concentrate on thinking of a happy, healthy baby that is in your future. Think of all the demented, glorious puppy moments like zoomies, chasing your toes, yapping at a toy, doing laps at top speed around anything and everything, bouncing into the air for no particular reason other than the utter joy of being a splendid baby Yorkie. Think of cuddles at night when all that energy is depletedand waking up to sweet Yorkie, Puppy Breath kisses in the morning. That is what you must think of because that is what is in store for you when you try again. Trust me, it will happen.
Hugs to you; I am so sorry you have gone through this,
Lauren

OMG You are so nice I am in tears Thanks for your kind words and for giving me hope in the future