As some of ya'll know, I had gotten a new baby, and she was very ill and had to return her
But I can't get out of my head and keep reliving each horrible moment I lived with her in the few hours I had her
Like when I woke up after 3 hours of sleep and found her cold and almost dead
. I can't forget
Do ya'll think I will get over it??
Even my husband is in shock to know I dont want another baby because I am so afraid
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