I just got back from the veterinarian office and I can barely catch my breathe from crying so hard. I never knew it would be this painful. I feel like somebody has kicked me in the stomach and stabbed my heart with a dagger.
I know my little angel is no longer in pain but the mental anguish of going through his will never leave me the same. I cannot believe how much I loved that little dog. I wish there was something I could do to alleviate this pain in my heart. I have never felt so much emotional pain in my entire life. |