i think you feel like that cause i have alto of them and a 3/4 back piece im workign on to eventually do my whoel back but im on a 9 month leave
right now but i felt like that with a couple of mine and it wasl ike the shock and the whole like hyoe of it and then its like omg this is permanaent but my husband does tattoos as a second job and i see some i really like and some i think does this person knowo this is for life so alot of it is the shock and the omg i just did it allt hs talking and i did it
but hopefully you will get used to it
if not mayeb you can add to it to maake it more appleaing to you
but i love tat pics so post some when you can