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Originally Posted by Allan  Hello,
It has been about 1.5 months since my last update. Anyway, Yoyo is nearly 6 months old and getting bigger and bigger. She is however becoming even better behaved. She is pretty much housebroken, and trustworthy. Although I love Yoyo (she is such a great dog), I still miss Zack so much. I think about him all of the time, and still frequently talk to him. Tongight I was watching tv in our upstairs loft (which overlooks our living room). Anyway, I looked over the balcony and yoyo was conked out on the floor next to the couch sleeping! Looking at her reminded me of Zack, since Zack NEVER EVER slept. No matter the time, he was always awake. Except once.... I took him for a really long walk once. We probably walked around 5 miles. Anyway, when we got home, Zack curled up into a little ball on his bed and slept! That was the only time I ever saw him sleep! yoyo, on the hand, loves to sleep!
I guess that is it for now. I wish I missed Zack less, but I don't. If anything, it is now even more.
Allan |
Hi Allan,
I know exactly what you mean... It's been over a year and a half since Jewel died and I still miss her so much. It's not that I can't let go, it's how much she became such a huge part of my life. I now have Jolie and Jen and I love them both to pieces but they do not replace Jewel. Just like YoYo will never replace Zack.
Sometimes when I'm dozing off in bed, I can swear I feel her curled up against the small of my back where she usually liked to sleep.
As much as it hurts to lose them prematurely as we both did, I'm so grateful she was in my life for those few short years. But in my heart, I just want her back...
Great.... I'm crying (again)...
Sending you a cyber hug!