[IluvLucy]

My husband, Mark. It's been 2 years since he died and every day when I wake up the pain is just as fresh as the day it happened.

If I had one more day.....I'd hold him and tell him that I didn't know what love was until I met him, that he was my sun, moon, and stars, and that every second I spent with him made me happy. I'd tell him that he was the most honorable man I ever met, and that his humor, sensitivity, and humility made him the sexiest man ever.

If I'd said all those things, Mark would've blushed and then just grinned at me. He was my own "gentle giant".

I miss you, babe.