you are both in our prayers
i know how you are feeling, i am going through my 3rd dog being ill and keep asking why? people keep telling me its because god knows i will do everything i can and love them like no one else can but it still sucks. all 3 of mine are still alive but lacey is really struggling. i wake up hoping they are all still with me and check on them all the time worrying. i love them all and will keep trying to make them happy but it would be nice to have a dog knowing you will grow old together instead of wondering all the time. keep loving your baby and try to enjoy your time with him
