SO....I dropped Maximus off today and it was worse then I planned

....we didn't get much sleep last night and he was licking my face all night....I guess he knew I was nervous..and then we got ready and left at 6:45am just to get there for 8:30...I let him sleep on my lap the way there and then when we got there he was playing with the girl maltese ready to be spayed!!! We went into the room and they took his temp..at which point he was screaming and trying to get out of there arems (he never does this)..they finished and he hoped into my arms....he REFUSED to let them take him and I have the scratches down my chest from his clawing at me and screaming...IT WAS HORRIBLE...I cried the whole way to work and I am sooo SAD

, I have to call at 1:30 to see if everything is okay and then we can pick him up at 4pm