[saphire]

I know how you feel. It is very hard gong there, but I agree with some of the other posters that I feel the OP came there because they need our support and I try my best. Sometimes I'm just lost for world, the stories are so heartbreaking.

I lost a dog once while on holiday ( he was my dads that I took over when he passed away) He had a stroke on Christmas day, and we had to PTS the next day. I didn't want to come home, because I knew he wouldn't be here. I actually went a little bit loony - I felt I had lost a part of my dad.

I wish I had YT and you guys those days, I sure needed you!