I haven't been with my family for Christmas in 10 years

. We are a big family and Christmas is always fun there in Mexico. It makes me sad that I haven't been there for X-mas in so long, but I don't want to leave hubby here with his Mom and Dad and no one else since he is the only child. Work is always the reason why we don't go to Mexico. I usually have to work Christmas eve and the day after Christmas. Hubby gets all those days off and PIL are retired, but I don't think is fair for them or my family in Mexico just to go for 1 or 2 days and leave.
In other words, yes, I get the Christmas blues.