Gosh, I'm so sorry that your Thanksgiving morning started out like that. I'm glad you let it all out though...Sometimes it's good not to keep it all bottled up inside. I know how frustrating it may seem now, but it will get better. Try to enjoy your day, and don't let anything ruin that!! Try to just smile all day long, and you will feel better. I tried that apple pie, and it turned out great!!! Good luck with it. It was pretty easy