Man - when I needed cheering up I knew RIGHT where to come !! HUGS !!!!
Yesterday was a really good day on my 1st day at this new job - I went in for 1/2 day and was so busy I worked
all day

The downside was - coming home to an empty house really hit hard.....Tommorrow will be 3 months to the day that my husband died.

I've still been an emotional rollercoaster but yesterday it really hit me that I no longer have anyone to share with ...I really miss him.
But not to be depressing - My girls had their 1st ever day alone & I think they were ok !!!!

they went NUTS when I walked in and stuck by me all night like glue but that's normal for them -
true to his word - My new boss sent me home with work and I WILL be able to choose to go in or stay home and work on certain days - THAT'S A HUGE bonus ! But for now I want to go in everyday to get into a routine. Now I need to tell my other job I can't work there anymore ...they're SO nice I'm going to feel really bad
Sooooooooooooo......Thanks again for your nice replies - to those who pm'd, emailed, and called these last few months (and listened to me fall apart) - You will always be remembered for what you did.....I think my new life just started yesterday and am hoping I NEVER have to job hunt again LOL
HAPPY THANKSGIVING Everyone - I hope you all have a wonderful holiday spent with family and friends and BE SAFE !!!!