I am sorry for what your family is having to endure right now. I am a firm believer and a living testament that God WILL get your attention, if he's got to break your knees to do it. It's called chastisement (others call it bottoming out) and I thank Him for it daily. Trust me your husband knows and undertands what his addiction is doing to your family but is helpless against it. He cannot do it alone. I didn't go the rehab route, there was no time for that...I had overdosed and was all alone. Just one long night on my face before God, just me and Him. I have never been the same since. Pray constantly for your husband sweetie, a lot of addicts know what they need to do, but only use Him as a last resort. I don't know that much about meth but could write you a book on the C word. It can be done, I promise. Hold on to your faith and don't look back...I will hold you and yours up in prayer on this end. |