You know what??? I'm really not sure what I even want to say to all this..... but I wish that all of you could feel what I'm feeling at this very moment... from this banter, from the past few days, from Natalie's diagnosis... from the indecisiveness in whether to keep Gracie or send her back.... from the past weeks in caring for Natalie... (who was NEVER diagnosed with anything more than MINOR problems... never a clue that anything serious was in her future!!!!) - - - and now, from the fact that my sale threads have been CLOSED by admin...... for, "excessive bumping".... (I DIDNT BUMP ANYTHING!!) ugh!!!
All I can say is... that I think some of you should be completely ashamed of yourselves....
First off..... while I did contact admin regarding fundraising, it was a QUESTION about an IDEA................. (and as for "Friends Of Natalie" - that was an EXAMPLE name of a HYPOTHETICAL endeavor to help OTHER Yorkie's in need.... NOT MINE!!!)
Secondly - Other than that post, (which by the way was a private contact that none of you would ever had known about if I hadn't posted it here myself!!!! Yeah, I have lots to hide by doing that... sheesh...). - - but other than that post looking for information to whether it was even possible to do something like that for Natalie - - I HAVENT ASKED ANY OF YOU FOR ANYTHINGGGGGGGGGGGG OTHER THAN PRAYERS!!!!!!!!!
I didn't start comments about "let's have a fundraiser for Natalie"... I didn't say "let's start sale threads for Natalie"...... Those folks are absolutely PRECIOUS for taking it upon themselves to offer help so that we can have Nattie treated properly...... but I DIDNT ASK THEM!!
I have mentioned privately to someone (neither of these folks) about whether or not something like that would be possible in an online forum... but again.... I certainly have the right to inquire as to any ideas I like... that doesn't mean anything would come of them!!!
So you all need to get off your thrones with your "strangers coming in here and asking for money" bit, because I didn't............. but I'll tell you this much........... if it means the life of my little girl..... you can bet your bums I'd be up on the highest soapbox I could find - with a little tin can and no pride to speak of.... to get her what she needs!!!!
I realize that not all people are good...... and I understand some of this completely..... but it sounds like some of you are more concerned about "getting burned" than whether or not this baby gets treated all all!!!
It comes down to this...... it's not like you all haven't been exposed to my world at least a little.... and you are kept up to date (and some of you even act like you CARE) with Natalie's progress even before we knew she had anything seriously wrong with her..... so if you feel like you have some sort of "connection" to her and want to help.... great.... if not, that's fine too..... I don't expect a single thing from anyone here......
No, I take that back.... I DID have some expectations when I came here..... and MONEY certainly was NOT one of them...............but those expectations are pretty much shot to shreds at this point.....
Now, so as not to miss addressing any of your nasty little comments, I'll try and reply one by one................ (this is so ridiculous!) |