I just want you to know that you are in my prayers and my husbands as well. Your little Natalie is so very precious. She is a fighter no doubt and you are a very good mom to her and she knows that. Now I have to admit something not so nice. I wanted Gracie so bad and I drove my poor husband crazy. I knew we just couldn't afford her right now but like you, I have a tiny girl and I thought she would make a perfect playmate for her as well. Then I saw where you were getting Gracie and my heart broke. I had pouted ever since. I haven't been on here very much due to a family illness and death but I logged in today and found your post on Natalie and it hit me full force. OMG, how selfish I had been !!! Gracie was a God send
to you. It was meant for you to have her
God works in mysterious ways. God bless you hon and give you strength for whatever lies ahead. If you ever need someone to just talk to, please just pm me and I will give you my number and all my im's. You are very much in my thought today. Give little Natalie a kiss for me and that cutie Gracie