Finally caught up on all the videos...and I've called Mike so much he's sick of me (though he denies it
).
I am happy to say that I haven't had a meltdown at all since watching the first video lol. I still miss him...and I'm sure I'll never stop missing him...but I'm so at ease now. My relationship with Mike has always been a very sarcastic one...and ever since he's taken in my boy it's been hard to keep it like that. But dont worry, I'll find a way.
I called him (again) a little while ago while I was down by the pool. He told me that Rusty's doing well. and he took a video of him during some playing with Eddie (Mike, post it or I'll fly there and post it myself
). He did say that the only problem is that Rusty is...farting....rofl. I feel bad. I've smelled one or two of those farts in my life with him...and it's not pretty.