Dear Susan, I'm sorry. There was a time in my life I could not see anything but the bottom. I thought nothing could solve my crisis. How wrong I was! God NEVER closes one door without opening another. Trust God on that. Go ahead and cry. It is good for you but don't keep it up to long. Lift up that chin and say, "My God Is Big Than Any Problem That I May Have." Then believe it!
Maybe you or some other in the family could take a second job for awhile? If you have an extra room or basement rent it out. (be careful if you consider that option). I'd be willing to brainstorm with you too. I'm sure many others here would as well.
I'll be praying for you, Susan.
Linda aka Pepper