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Originally Posted by erino77  Tonight has been horrible. I saw a beautiful little girl on here for sale. Her name is Gracie. As I read through all the posts i broke down to tears. Little Gracie reminds me so much of my sweet Allie Baby. I just wish I knew if she was ok. It would settle my heartache a little bit. hmmm little bit, that is what we called Allie sometimes cause she was just a little bitty thing 
Well there is something I haven't mentioned yet to anyone but my husband. I have already put money down on a new baby girl. She was born 10-21-07 One of my good friends Mom's raises and breed Yorkies. The litter consisted of 1 female and 2 males. Minutes after they were born I was called and offered the female at a highly discounted price, due to Allie being missing and friendship. Christina has 5 Yorkies who are all her "babies" They are her life. But the thing that "got" me was this female would be Allie's niece so to speak. You see Christina is where I got Allie's breeder info from. Her male Fresno came from the same breeder as Allie AND Fresno & Allie share the same sire. The female pup's sire and Allie have the same Daddy! So it's kind of weird. Did this happen for a reason maybe? Did Allie send me this new little girl? Oh I am just heart broke. It makes me in a way feel like I am replacing Allie, BUT if she was ever to be found she will have a for ever home with us no matter what. I was actually able to see the female pup within the first 24 hours of life. Christina's daughter is one of my best friends. So i get daily updates on her. I will include some pics of her.
I guess I just needed to share this. I don't want to feel ashamed of getting a new baby so quickly, but how I long for my sweet Allie. Obviously nothing will replace her, but my heart needs another warm Yorkie body here in our home. Maybe a miracle will happen and Allie will be found and we will have the joy of being proud parents to 3 furbabies! Wouldn't that be wonderful! 
pic 1 is less than a day old
pic 2 is yesterday so 10 days old
pic 3 is yesterday 10 days, not a great pic coloring is off
all these are sent from a cell phone camera to my cell then put on here so they aren't the best quality.
Thanks so much to everyone who got this far  You are some special people here on YT  |
Erin,
Your post is so touching, it brought tears to my eyes. From what you describe, it really sounds like Allie guided you to this new baby. There is a void in your heart that needs to be filled by the sweet smell of puppy breath and the oh-so-heavenly feel of a little Yorkie snuggled against you. I lost my precious Tigger a year ago, so I understand how you feel. Since bringing Mango home in Feb this year, she has healed my broken heart with her ridiculous little puppy antics, zoomies and kisses. My senior, Spanky, who grieved so for her lost soul mate, has come back to life, even though Mango drives her totally nuts.
Let this new little girl give to you what Mango has given us; don't feel guilty about it. I am sure you will make a wonderful Mommy, and look what a happy event you have to look forward to this Christmas!
Lauren