[Graleyne]

I am in a LOT of pain. My joints hurt so bad I have sat and just cried. That is part of what landed me at Urgent Care and then in the ER Saturday.

Basically its severe joint pain, occasional fevers of 101 or higher, the palms of my hands will turn really really red and feel like they are on fire (sometimes this happens on my cheeks too, but most of the times its my hands), headaches, occasional nausea/vomiting, fatigue.

I also am having trouble walking - I can walk, it just isn't in a straight line and I stumble a lot. Like when I walk down the hall going to the bedroom I am literally bouncing off one wall and into the other, like a pin ball or something. Even the ER doctor commented on it and asked Mike if he'd noticed it too.

I just feel like I am basically a 31 year old mess. I just want to find out what the problem is and start fixing it so I can go back to living and enjoying my life again. I miss playing with my skin kidlets and Susanah.