I know how you feel.  My Mother passed 7 yrs ago when I was 35 and I had a nervous breakdown.  It was not only hard losing My Mother especially because I am an only child but also some things My Aunts and  Uncles did during the funeral time made it harder. I went to counciling and got on meds. It took a couple f years but it helped.  My Mother was My family.  My Dad  and her were divorced and he never had anything to do with me.  He died a couple of yrs ago also.  It does get better even thoughh it seems like it wont.        |