[joy and bella]

i dont know what that group is??

as far as talking to someone, i did. i have trouble opening up to people, and i also tend to keep things like this bottled up. i want to ignore it bc thinking of it hurts so badly! my therapist lives in fort lauderdale, where my mom used to live, and i currently live 4 hours away. i am moving home in mid decemeber so i will be able to start seeing her again soon. i was supposed to go on medication, but my boyfriend at the time (now ex) made me feel so uncomfortable that i stopped taking it. maybe its time to go back on it. i wish there was guidlines on how to get over this type of thing, it is so incredibly hard!