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  I am so sorry for you.  I wish I could help you more, but I think time is the best healer.  When you lose a vital part of your life, it is normal to be sad...some people take longer to heal than others.  Just 'hang onto' the happy moments that you feel and try hard not to dwell on the sadder moments.  If you feel like you might want to discuss this with a doctor, you should do that.  We are here for you.  (hug)  
				__________________  Jeanne:  Mom to Betty     & Juju Bean     |