I lost my mother too to cancer at the age of 50. That was in 2001 and I felt robbed along with my kids. I know what your going through and in time you will be better. I was angry as well as the day she passed she asked me to leave on a crazy mission for her and when I returned she had passed. I was upset she didn't want me there.
Have you tried talking to a professional? I did and so did my oldest son (he was 7 then) and it helped me alot as well as medication. I still miss my mother as she was my best friend she has truly missed out on so much.
I'm here for you if you want to talk. |