I totally understand where you are coming from..it dosent feel like that long ago I was in your shoes. I made the wrong decision and started having sex with my bf to "keep" him...3 kids later (the loves of my life!!) and 11 years in a hellish marriage I wish I had been strong enough to say "if Im not worth waiting for then move on" keep that in mind hun..if he isnt willing to wait for you to be ready then is it really love??
Dawn |