You all are so amazing, I am starting to heal more and thinking of the good. I still get flash backs of seeing what happened and it stops my heart litterally, then i just try to clear my hear really fast and focus on something else.
Our house feels so empty. We just moved into a larger new house and it feels so empty and cold. My mom has told me when I'm ready I can get a chocolate lab puppy like i've always wanted. So I've just been randomly looking when I have time. I hope I can find a sweet puppy that I can adopt and give all my love to and make Zoey proud that I can still love another puppy after all this. I've been sooooo busy this weekend I'm kinda glad cause it hasn't giving me much time to dwell. But my body is very tired and I find myself dozing off if I sit for more than 5 mins.
Once again I would love to thank all of you for you warm wishes, loving prayers and words of advice, i printed off this entire thread so i can keep reading all the wishes. Its amazing to know there's still amazing people out there and I wish I could meet each one of you and give you a big hug to thankyou for all you have done for me.
Thank you so much I love you all! |