I am sad and glad all at once.
I remember when my mom was dying of cancer and the push/pull of not wantimng to lose her and wanting her to not hurt anymore.
I lost one of my three cats back in early July. She was 14, going blind but I so miss her soft, soft fur. She was like velvet and her being on my bed at night back when my then husband left----------I wouldn't have made it without her.