When I first read your thread, I was so upset I couldn't actually reply.
I am so sorry for the loss of your baby and your other dog. I am sure all the things that have happened to you in the past few days is almost too much to handle. Please know we are all here for you and we will try to help you through this as best we can.
I said a special prayer for you last night on YT star night as I'm sure many others did. I hope all our prayers will help to ease your pain.
I hope the love and good wishes from all of us on here will engulf you and give you some comfort.
Sending you lots of love and hugs.