I haven't slept more than 4 hours. My face and eyes are so swollen it looks like I've been thru a car wreak. I feel like I just finished coming out of this hole 3 times in the past week. I barely have the strength to do it again. I am so paranoid and scared of what is going to happen next.
Thank you so much for all the prayers, I do feel I need them more than ever and knowing there is people out there praying and thinking about me makes a difference. As my family is not able to be around much right now as they are dealing with other loses as well.
I feel so far gone. |