Hi V,
Oh, I am just so sorry that you should be sick now, when you are trying so heard to regain your emotional strength. I hope there are many loving arms wrapped around you, in your time of need. I do know that there are many hugs here on YT just for you.
Take the time sweet Lady to take care of yourself right now, so that your aching heart can also heal.
Huge hugs for you, and many prayers,
Lauren