I would like to thank all of you who have responded, (frankly I wasn't really expecting to get as many as I did

)and you where all supportive....I had just come home from the incident and was feeling unsettled so I just started typing..
I do feel awkward to make another appt. now, as some have mentioned, and I think now I couldn't look at the DR. without always thinking about the incident, especially since SHE was also telling me to reschedule...I would never feel comfortable around her again....
Now I have to get the book out and go, eeny- meeny- miny -mo.....