Yes, I was more mentally ill than anything - I thought I was physically ill which just stressed me out more LOL...but I got all my tests results back - and there is nothing wrong with me...which is Suuuuuuuuuuuuuch a huge relief. Im dating someone new...shhh I dont wanna jinx it lol - besides the job situation I am happy to say I am happy...Thank you sooo much for asking

I really appreciated talking to you - it helped alot!