Okay, I had hubby drive me 30 mins to go get a test. I was afraid I'd run into family. People gave us funny looks when we were in line and they saw the cart. Who cares hubby said. Our son was happy, clean, healthy, we must be doing something right. It probably was our age too. Hubby is 23 and I will be 21 in December. I took the test and it said I wasn't. So I went into my sons room, where hubby was, to tell him the news. He just said, "oh". I thought he would be happy. I guess he has been wanting to try again and just never said so. I wonder if that was why I kept feeling that distant feeling. You wouldn't of thought that he did from the way he talked, but he and his sister are 11 years apart, so he basically felt like an only child. He doesn't want Chase to feel like that. My brother and I are three years apart and we always found something to play. House, army, you name it.... I guess we will just have to see what God has in store for us. He knows what's best.
Here is a picture of my little man, Chase.