I am fairly new here so don't know you but I am so sorry that you are going thru such a hard time. How devestated you must feel. Just know that I will keep you in my prayers and I know this community has been there for me and I know they will all be here for you to "talk" with anythime. You can PM me anytime you want to. You sound so strong to be dealing with this as well as you are. You have lots of people here that have your back. Patty |