wow i am truely sorry to hear about your husband. i know all to well about sleepless nights and the guilt from finding someone who died on sept 11th was the one year mark for baby eligh dieing and for me the past year has pretty much been a blur due to the meds i was on or the stress from all the what ifs and if i could haves. i got my yorkie after eligh died and i really think if it wasnt for her i wouldnt be half way sane today, and the thought of me leaving her hurts me also, we will be taking a trip in oct and if i leave her for an hour she cries and stresses as much as i do. the only things that are making me feel better about leaving her is i know my son and friend will be taking care of her. but still worried grrrr.
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