IM so glad Im not alone in this. I felt kind of silly posting it, but I can see that all of you understand. I agree with the poster who said there is almost a mother child connection. I dont like to be away from her even for a night and I worry if anyone else is taking care of her. I worry so much about her mostly because she seems to depend on me so much. "Whenever she feels sick, she climbs on me as if to say, "Mommy, make it better, it just melts my heart." My Cinnamon originally belonged to my son and his fiance and they would keep her for awhile and then when they couldnt take care of her, they would bring her to me. This went on for over a year and a half. Each time they took her back, I felt like my heart was broken. I would think about her all the time. They loved her too and treated her well, but for some reason, I knew she belonged to me, that we had a special connection.
Laura |