Thanks! You all have such great advice. I think it was because we were super close and now it's just like man I wish you were home some. It hurts my feelings some because he always seems to find excuses on ways to be away from home. That's okay, but when I want a little break he gets upset. The other night I was crying telling him I wanted to take a bath because I hadn't had one that day and he basically told me his homework was way more important than my bath. I don't know if his education IS getting to him because I feel like a kid sometimes. Nothing I enjoy is ever important to him. Like me going to school to be a dog groomer. It's always let me do what I need to do and if you have time you can do yours. Just like with the bath situation, it usually takes him around 3 hrs a night for homework, so that night if he finished in time I got a bath. It wasn't I'll watch the baby for 10 minutes while you go wash off.
I feel like such a pee-on.